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27 March 2009 @ 12:03 am

recently my slping timing has changed again. I've been slping at like after 12 and actually i'm kinda used to it now. Surprising isn't it? ME, slping at such hours. I never seemed to be able to do that b4 uni. at least not to study. hah.

So my exams are in afew wks time. I'm less than 1/4 or a quarter way through my revision, I'm not exactly sure what are the chapters are tested, and i have no idea how to study for certain subjects. and i have totally no interest in like more than half of the subjects to be tested? but at least this time round i'm more motivated to study. cheers to GPA 5.0.

Right.

And i realise i've always been blogging about the same old stuff. boring. old. simple. me.

But i'm loving life this way. minus all the stress.

it's time to catch up with ppl after the exams. and start looking for sponsors. and continue with my job. and start looking for candidates. and look for a job too.

i wanna earn money, save up, and use them to finance the whole of my yr 2.

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24 February 2009 @ 10:32 pm

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What in the world is the problem with me?

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21 February 2009 @ 09:05 am

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I still rmb the days when I can fall asleep during geog lectures and tutorials (yea. and others as well). But i've become so guai that i dun slp in lectures and tutorials anymore!!! I just stone for 3 hours and feel really guilty afterwards. And the cycle repeats itself again. I'm a horrible student. bleagh. But i think i'm really sleeping alot less than what i used to. Mayb the less i sleep, the more energetic i get.

I'm just plain weird.

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16 February 2009 @ 09:13 pm

Yes my blog is still alive

Wow. Guess what? My blog is still alive. And yes, I'm still alive as well. Was just trying to be a good girl and study for my accounting test but my eyes just end up closing themselves somehow.

Much has happened since the last time i blogged. Didn't do too well for my previous sem. But I deserved it, since i didn't put in much effort (unless u'd consider the last few days of serious mugging before the exams as putting in effort =/)So I've set my mind to work hard for this semester and pay attention in class, write down notes, do my tutorials, revise after every lecture, do my part for projects, make use of breaks to study etc etc etc. And as expected, I didn't fulfill much of it. Incomplete tutorials, lagging in lectures, STONING during lessons bla bla bla.

But at least this sem i'm closer to my class =) and my marketing grp (IT group, to be exact). It was fun gossiping with the girls =)

It's really weird now when i meet with the oacians. Doesn't seem like there's much to talk about anymore. Cherlyn has left too, and Claud went back to Australia. Haven't seen royce online for a long time as well. And I think oac's gonna close down. Heard that Ocamp was cancelled cos only 5 ppl signed up for it =/ that's quite sad.

So many changes. And at times, I tend to wonder if i'm happy with all these changes. I've become the not-so-nice girl who gets annoyed over little stuff. and the weak-and-emotional girl who can't keep her own emotions in check.

Ok. it's time to get back to accounting. BOOOOO.

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05 November 2008 @ 06:15 pm

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haven been doing well. failed BOTH stats quizzes. got b- for ob individual assignment. n for my job, i think i'm gonna get sacked soon =/ haven been performing. starting to feel the stress building up, but i'm still a happy girl somehow =) at least projects are over n tutions have ended so i shld be much freer now. yup. free enough to blog.

Exams in exactly 1 week's time. Perhaps i can't make it in time after all. i'm like at halfway through ob, chapter 3 for marketing, nowhere for stats and not planning to study till 1 day before magical realism. n i'm not exactly in the studying mood yet.

I've been slacking too much.

i feel fat. haven't run since AGES. i think i'll even have difficulty running 2.4km now. Still rmb that the last time i ran in awhile, i almost died at the busstop.

was just looking through facebook and thinking about how i lost contacts with all those friends that i used to treasure so much. even the oacians who used to spend like every other day seeing each other are drifting apart. it's time to organise outings to meet up with those ppl whom i haven been in contact with for some time. after exams, that is.

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16 October 2008 @ 10:11 pm

AB105 - Organizational Behvaiour

it almost feels like i can't cope afterall, as much as i'd hate to admit it. perhaps all i need is just a good night sleep.

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21 September 2008 @ 01:55 am

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I miss you.

wahahahah that's so not me

=/=/=/

RECESS WEEK!!! YAYS =)

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15 September 2008 @ 09:27 pm

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AGES since I last updated. Ok. To summarise my uni life so far in 1 word is easy.

BUSY.

Busy with projects. Busy with hall life. Busy with catching up. Busy with tution. Busy with job.

I miss home alot sometimes. Just wanna have a nice lunch with mum in some nice place and update her bout the things that I've been doing. And I also wanna

I miss OAC days. I know there'll not be any experiences like the ones we had in OAC. No teammates like OACians. No pushing of limits like what we did then. laudyne has left. Royce's gonna leave soon. Cherlyn will most prob be leaving nx yr as well. Left with me and SS (girls) in Singapore for now. Feels kind of sad. Wonder how long it'd be before we can meet up like before. It's sad how we're all moving apart. I miss all the random stuff that we did.

I miss running. But guess what. I lost my running shoes. COOL. I can lose my running shoes. Growing fat. Growing weak.

It's kinda scary how i'm starting to get old.

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06 August 2008 @ 05:54 pm

The start of uni life

Day 3 of uni life. Came back from hall camp last wk. Hall camp was quite fun actually. Not as sianned as i thought i might end up feeling mid-way through the camp. Made some friends. The people there are generally nice. Shan't elaborate on the camp. Prob until i get some photos, then i'll post them or sth.

DAy 1 of sch was welcome day. It was SUPER BORING though there weren't any lessons. Got to know afew tutorial mates. But aren't that close to them yet. I still don't go for lectures with them. Day 2 of sch included 2 lectures. Felt so lost during Organisational Behaviour lecture. Sat with bro and his frens. Bro was busy copying down notes. I was busy looking at him copying notes and wondering what he was copying. Kind of weird actually. Was at the busstop and saw my tutorial mate. Pointed to my bro and said, "my bro" So i think she heard wrongly and said, "OH YOUR BOYFRIEND???" I was like. Er no. My brother. haha so ppl will start thinking that my bro's my bf. Marketing lecture was quite interesting. The lecturer was funny. And hey i paid attention ok. And tried to copy down some notes. Went home that day for tution. Got pang sehed by tutee =/ At least i could sleep in my own bed that night. Day 3 (today) had stats lecture. BORING. I mean like 2 hrs of STATS lecture. But i copied down notes and stayed awake =)

By right I don't have any more lessons for the rest of this wk since there're no tutorials in the 1st wk. But i'll still be staying in hall today anyway. Mayb i'll go back tmr or sth. Or have my mum come over to visit me =) Oh and i took up an elective. Introduction to magical realism. Sounds chim. But it was the only 'interesting' elective left with vacancies. So far uni life's not that busy. Like duh. No hall activities. No tutorials. No CCAs. Shall update when er. I have the time and am in the mood to =)

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25 July 2008 @ 07:06 pm

Beginning of Uni life

Okay. So uni life is gonna start real soon. Like in 3 days' time. Hadn't expected that. Since I wasn't planning on going for the hall camp. Ended up signing up for it.

Went to NTU today with bro and mum. So we went to my bro's hall to take a look first. There was this helpful guy who gave us a tour around the hall and helped my bro analyse which block is better n stuff like that. Then he was sort of psycho-ing us to join the hall camp. Since me and my bro didn't have roommates, we practically didn't know anyone in our respective halls. And his theory was that if we didn't go for the hall camp, even though they wouldn't ostracize us, it would be difficult to get friends since they would most prob be in their OGs. Then he went on to say sth like, but of course, if we are friendly and sociable people, it might be difficult at the beginning but ultimately, we'll be able to cope. That sort of struck me. Sociable and Joo Wen doesn't really go hand in hand. So i considered going for the camp. If it were to be boring or awkward, i'd just come up with some excuse and leave or sth, i guess. We were bout to head over to my hall when the guy suddenly came to us again and told us that we might try to appeal to get into the same hall since we were siblings. In the end, bro sent an email and the admin side agreed to let me switch to hall 11. Took my key, signed up for the camp, went to my room.

The room wasn't too bad. 4th floor. A little dusty and all but at least it doesn't look like it'll topple anytime soon. And yup, i still don't have a roommate. But for all i know, everyone else is paired up and i'll be living alone in a double room =) Right.

I think i'm easily persuaded. And now everything seems so rushed. I would have to move my stuff before Mon since i'll be living there for the camp. And suddenly my last week of 'freedom' before sch term starts is occupied by a whole wk of camp. Shall just pray hard that I won't get sianned halfway throughout the camp. Not like i'd expect myself to get that enthu either. We shall see. It's time to stop slacking.

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05 July 2008 @ 11:42 pm

Finally

I've been a lazy girl who couldn't even spend the effort to walk up to her laptop, type in the web address and post an entry on her blog. Cheryl was telling shifu that it's when u're busy that u r into blogging. How so true. When u're slacking away, u dun even feel like updating ur blog. Or at least, for me. Wanted to upload photos but not today i guess.

Went out with my laogong ytd. So while she was drinking her soup and asked me to tell her stories, I realised that I had none to tell. Simply because my life is just like. erm. Like that. So i described to her my daily routine for the past few days. In summary: Sleep. Wake up. Slack. Sleep. Eat. Go out. Slack. Sleep. Yea. More or less there. Yes but i'm not complaining. Yet. I'm currently a happy girl =)

I wonder if i'll really end up doing business. Dun wanna end up as someone who has to work at weird hours and have no life. So much uncertainties in life. That gives even more reason to treasure what we have right now.

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07 June 2008 @ 12:37 am

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Been too busy to update my blog recently.

Yeah right. More like too busy slacking away. Standard stuff. Eat. Tution. Sleep. Watch TV. Read books. What an interesting holiday. OH WELLS. Started running. Yes I'm just trying to predict how disciplined I'll be to continue doing so? And I'm trying to learn how to cook. WAHAHAH. At least my family's still alive =) For now. Cooking's very fun actually. It's just the preparation and washing up that's not so fun. Yea. So that's bout what I've been doing so far.

Feels like there're quite a number of things I wanna do before I go into uni. No roommate yet. Shall just hope that I'll be able to get along with her, whoever she is. In the meantime, i shall continue with the life of a slacker.

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28 May 2008 @ 09:25 pm

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Week 1 of no teaching. I guess I kind of like teaching after all. Shall see how things go after my business course. Or after I start working for afew years in the business sector.

Ok. So what have I been doing so far? HMMMMMMM. Tution. Slacking at home. Stoning at home. Reading book. Watching drama. Chatting online. Going out. The usual i-have-nothing-better-to-do lifestyle. I'm not exactly complaining though. Not for now at least =/

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24 May 2008 @ 01:09 am

Last day of school

It was just like any other day in Bendemeer Sec. Almost. So we gave out the chocs, took photos with the teachers and students, then the 4 new teachers' chatted for quite some time. (Can't say RT, cos Samuel isn't one.) It's kind of scary, how things can change so drastically over time. I'm sure it hurts.

Marie singing in the bus. Supposedly a singing comp. If girls won, Mr Tay would sing. If guys won, I would sing. Guys won. But NO i did not sing =/

Don't you miss the PFDs and kayaks? Actually not really. But I wouldn't mind going out to kayak again. Provided I'm in the proper attire, with good company, and the sun isn't like SORCHING HOT.

While students are carrying the kayaks, I was eye-powering. Actually no. I was taking photos of them.

The 3 RTs =). Shall always rmb the small chats from students to politics to food with them during the breaks =)

Finally, a successful photo of the 4 'new teachers' Managed to do those self-timer thing that my shifu is always pro at doing =) Wasn't that easy actually. Not for me at least. And yes I kind of realised afterwards that we could have just asked someone else in the staffroom to take the photo for us.

Daniel, me and Benjamin. Yes I know I don't exactly look very tall in that photo.

4E2 student (Yong Kiong?? =/) There's a difference between taking photos with students from sec 1 n sec 4 for sure.

Ok i have no idea how to rotate the pic. My HOD, Ms Kam, who always buys breakfast for us =/

That's bout all for my last day in Bendemeer. Nth interesting, nth emo. Jus a simple goodbye =) But I'd like to be back. Return in Bendemeer sec uniform. Crash classes and kajiao the teachers. WAHAHAHA. That is SO evil. Tsk. Just a thought though, of cos.

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19 May 2008 @ 09:41 pm

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I only realised now that I didn't change the comment settings to allow anonymous comments =/ Mayb that's why so far only laogong n shifu have posted here?

Shall continue posting the photos.

3E2:

OH SEE THE GUY ON MY LEFT????? Yes. I never knew he exsisted. I was like. HUH? Is he from the class? And apparently he was. Just that he never showed up during remedials. Oh wells. Better late than never.

YES. This is my STALKER. The one who dug out info bout me. Somehow. Mayb that's why she was hiding her face here.

That's all. Finally finished posting all the photos =) Bringing 1T1 for kayaking tmr. Hmm. Shall decide if I want join them tmr. Can't exactly say that I missed kayaking. But I don't mind going back into the water again =) Or at least when Victor's not around to capsize me. Titans tmr. Shall drop by tmr (though it would most probably be ending by then =/) to see how the juniors are =)

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18 May 2008 @ 07:54 pm

End of teaching career

Ok. So last Friday was my last teaching day in Bendemeer Sec. Still going back on Tuesday for post exam activities though. Took a number of photos with students.

1T1 guys. The girls were too shy and refused to take a photo with me together =/

The little 'sisters' of 1T1

The cute girl who takes the same bus as me =)

Rare that I'm taller than MOST boys =) My little 'brother' to my left/

1T1's class chairperson. Or you could call him my loud-hailer =) Many thanks to him for helping me shout everytime

2N2 PICS:

Finally. a whole class photo

Me trying to look tall arnd my sec 2 students.

I think 2N2 girls LOVE taking photos =/

Ok. I think I reached the limit for the number of photos for this post (?) Shall update again another day.

Oh and I just bought a new laptop =) Couldn't exactly wait till uni, since both my bro's and my com crashed at around the same time =/ OH WELLS.

I feel fat. I've gained weight. argh. Time to stop snacking and start exercising.

Went back for speech day on Sat. Wasted LOTS of time stoning away and waiting for the presentation. Finally saw Mr Lim after quite some time but couldn't talk to him much since I was rushing to Bendemeer for the funfair. Shall go back next wk. Titans. Sad that I have tution, though. SIGH. And they seem to enjoy changing tution timings. Kind of regret taking up so many tution actually. Good luck to me in uni.

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15 May 2008 @ 11:49 am

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Last teaching week in school. I'll still be going to sch for the next week, but we'll just be running around and getting involved in the post-exam activities.

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07 May 2008 @ 09:50 am

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Just came back from invigilation awhile ago. So afew more days left before we have to return all the scripts back to the students and go through the answers with them. HMMM. Let's just hope that my 3 students will be motivated to study after this exam. HMMM.

Going back for speech day i suppose. But Bendemeer carnival is on the same day. Didn't want to skip it because if I didn't go, I wouldn't have gone for any Bendemeer event at all. Such an un-enthu teacher =/ Sigh. Shall just hope that speech day doesn't drag. Just realised how long I haven't been back to TJ. I should go back for training sometime.

Back to marking.

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01 May 2008 @ 12:20 am

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Had tution after sch. Somehow I caused my tutee to get into trouble with her mum. Was just telling her mum that she had quite a number of careless mistakes. So when she went to the toilet I heard her mum scolding her abit and I was kinda like OPS. So she came out crying and quietly did her corrections. Then halfway through she whispered to me sth like "my mum said that she will cane me later" AHHHHHHHHHHH =/ Shall be more careful with my words in front of my tutee's mum now =/

Then went for class BBQ outing. Didn't think that there'll be so many people going down. One of the really rare times when I see them. And Tiffany was SO COOL when she drove past the bus stop and asked us to hop in. Me and Jia En were going AHHHHH over it =/

Realised that most ppl are taking up driving lessons. But doubt I would. Not anytime soon. Like Laogong said, the roads will be safer if I weren't driving.

6 hours of tution tmr. 3 hrs wif sec 3 tutee and 3 hrs with the p5 one. So much for labour day =( Oh wells. For the sake of money. WAHAHA.

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28 April 2008 @ 09:57 am

Mid Year Exams

So here I am in school, blogging away in between break. Yes. Bored. Feel like sleeping as usual. Especially during invigilation just now. Walking up and down the rows, trying to make sure that no one attempts to cheat. Just stone all day. *yawn* Oh and there's this vice-principal who's being attached to the sch sitting right next to me. Since I'm sitting at the HOD's table =/ Ok. Shall just stone in the staffroom for now till it's time to stone in the classroom.

So uni starts in late July/early Aug. Hectic life once again. Shall take the time in June and July to have a good break.

Things to do:

1. Chiong tution and save up money for uni.
2. Cook. (my poor mum =/)
3. Bake. (my poor mum once again)
4. Play the piano.
5. Buy new clothes.
6. Throw away all junk at home.
7. Run? (note the punctuation)
8. Go out and chill.
9. Go back for OAC trainings. (to LOOK at juniors)
10. Crash Bendemeer. (I'd very much like to try that, though it's kind of impossible?)

COOL. Was exploring with my laptop (i mean the sch's) and figured out how to bluetooth stuff from my hp =) ok. random pics taken from my phone.

mini er. brownie-muffin?

apple pie at PS cafe at dempsy road.

Prawn sth sth sth at PS cafe

some fruity ice blend tingy from fish and co. Huge =/ Shared it wif mum and bro.

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