recently my slping timing has changed again. I've been slping at like after 12 and actually i'm kinda used to it now. Surprising isn't it? ME, slping at such hours. I never seemed to be able to do that b4 uni. at least not to study. hah.

So my exams are in afew wks time. I'm less than 1/4 or a quarter way through my revision, I'm not exactly sure what are the chapters are tested, and i have no idea how to study for certain subjects. and i have totally no interest in like more than half of the subjects to be tested? but at least this time round i'm more motivated to study. cheers to GPA 5.0.

Right.

And i realise i've always been blogging about the same old stuff. boring. old. simple. me.

But i'm loving life this way. minus all the stress.

it's time to catch up with ppl after the exams. and start looking for sponsors. and continue with my job. and start looking for candidates. and look for a job too.

i wanna earn money, save up, and use them to finance the whole of my yr 2.

What in the world is the problem with me?

I still rmb the days when I can fall asleep during geog lectures and tutorials (yea. and others as well). But i've become so guai that i dun slp in lectures and tutorials anymore!!! I just stone for 3 hours and feel really guilty afterwards. And the cycle repeats itself again. I'm a horrible student. bleagh. But i think i'm really sleeping alot less than what i used to. Mayb the less i sleep, the more energetic i get.

I'm just plain weird.

Wow. Guess what? My blog is still alive. And yes, I'm still alive as well. Was just trying to be a good girl and study for my accounting test but my eyes just end up closing themselves somehow.

Much has happened since the last time i blogged. Didn't do too well for my previous sem. But I deserved it, since i didn't put in much effort (unless u'd consider the last few days of serious mugging before the exams as putting in effort =/)So I've set my mind to work hard for this semester and pay attention in class, write down notes, do my tutorials, revise after every lecture, do my part for projects, make use of breaks to study etc etc etc. And as expected, I didn't fulfill much of it. Incomplete tutorials, lagging in lectures, STONING during lessons bla bla bla.

But at least this sem i'm closer to my class =) and my marketing grp (IT group, to be exact). It was fun gossiping with the girls =)

It's really weird now when i meet with the oacians. Doesn't seem like there's much to talk about anymore. Cherlyn has left too, and Claud went back to Australia. Haven't seen royce online for a long time as well. And I think oac's gonna close down. Heard that Ocamp was cancelled cos only 5 ppl signed up for it =/ that's quite sad.

So many changes. And at times, I tend to wonder if i'm happy with all these changes. I've become the not-so-nice girl who gets annoyed over little stuff. and the weak-and-emotional girl who can't keep her own emotions in check.

Ok. it's time to get back to accounting. BOOOOO.

haven been doing well. failed BOTH stats quizzes. got b- for ob individual assignment. n for my job, i think i'm gonna get sacked soon =/ haven been performing. starting to feel the stress building up, but i'm still a happy girl somehow =) at least projects are over n tutions have ended so i shld be much freer now. yup. free enough to blog.

Exams in exactly 1 week's time. Perhaps i can't make it in time after all. i'm like at halfway through ob, chapter 3 for marketing, nowhere for stats and not planning to study till 1 day before magical realism. n i'm not exactly in the studying mood yet.

I've been slacking too much.

i feel fat. haven't run since AGES. i think i'll even have difficulty running 2.4km now. Still rmb that the last time i ran in awhile, i almost died at the busstop.

was just looking through facebook and thinking about how i lost contacts with all those friends that i used to treasure so much. even the oacians who used to spend like every other day seeing each other are drifting apart. it's time to organise outings to meet up with those ppl whom i haven been in contact with for some time. after exams, that is.

it almost feels like i can't cope afterall, as much as i'd hate to admit it. perhaps all i need is just a good night sleep.

I miss you.

wahahahah that's so not me

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RECESS WEEK!!! YAYS =)

AGES since I last updated. Ok. To summarise my uni life so far in 1 word is easy.

BUSY.

Busy with projects. Busy with hall life. Busy with catching up. Busy with tution. Busy with job.

I miss home alot sometimes. Just wanna have a nice lunch with mum in some nice place and update her bout the things that I've been doing. And I also wanna

I miss OAC days. I know there'll not be any experiences like the ones we had in OAC. No teammates like OACians. No pushing of limits like what we did then. laudyne has left. Royce's gonna leave soon. Cherlyn will most prob be leaving nx yr as well. Left with me and SS (girls) in Singapore for now. Feels kind of sad. Wonder how long it'd be before we can meet up like before. It's sad how we're all moving apart. I miss all the random stuff that we did.

I miss running. But guess what. I lost my running shoes. COOL. I can lose my running shoes. Growing fat. Growing weak.

It's kinda scary how i'm starting to get old.

Day 3 of uni life. Came back from hall camp last wk. Hall camp was quite fun actually. Not as sianned as i thought i might end up feeling mid-way through the camp. Made some friends. The people there are generally nice. Shan't elaborate on the camp. Prob until i get some photos, then i'll post them or sth. 

DAy 1 of sch was welcome day. It was SUPER BORING though there weren't any lessons. Got to know afew tutorial mates. But aren't that close to them yet. I still don't go for lectures with them. Day 2 of sch included 2 lectures. Felt so lost during Organisational Behaviour lecture. Sat with bro and his frens. Bro was busy copying down notes. I was busy looking at him copying notes and wondering what he was copying. Kind of weird actually. Was at the busstop and saw my tutorial mate. Pointed to my bro and said, "my bro" So i think she heard wrongly and said, "OH YOUR BOYFRIEND???" I was like. Er no. My brother. haha so ppl will start thinking that my bro's my bf. Marketing lecture was quite interesting. The lecturer was funny. And hey i paid attention ok. And tried to copy down some notes. Went home that day for tution. Got pang sehed by tutee =/ At least i could sleep in my own bed that night. Day 3 (today) had stats lecture. BORING. I mean like 2 hrs of STATS lecture. But i copied down notes and stayed awake =)

By right I don't have any more lessons for the rest of this wk since there're no tutorials in the 1st wk. But i'll still be staying in hall today anyway. Mayb i'll go back tmr or sth. Or have my mum come over to visit me =) Oh and i took up an elective. Introduction to magical realism. Sounds chim. But it was the only 'interesting' elective left with vacancies. So far uni life's not that busy. Like duh. No hall activities. No tutorials. No CCAs. Shall update when er. I have the time and am in the mood to =)

 Okay. So uni life is gonna start real soon. Like in 3 days' time. Hadn't expected that. Since I wasn't planning on going for the hall camp. Ended up signing up for it. 

Went to NTU today with bro and mum. So we went to my bro's hall to take a look first. There was this helpful guy who gave us a tour around the hall and helped my bro analyse which block is better n stuff like that. Then he was sort of psycho-ing us to join the hall camp. Since me and my bro didn't have roommates, we practically didn't know anyone in our respective halls. And his theory was that if we didn't go for the hall camp, even though they wouldn't ostracize us, it would be difficult to get friends since they would most prob be in their OGs. Then he went on to say sth like, but of course, if we are friendly and sociable people, it might be difficult at the beginning but ultimately, we'll be able to cope. That sort of struck me. Sociable and Joo Wen doesn't really go hand in hand. So i considered going for the camp. If it were to be boring or awkward, i'd just come up with some excuse and leave or sth, i guess. We were bout to head over to my hall when the guy suddenly came to us again and told us that we might try to appeal to get into the same hall since we were siblings. In the end, bro sent an email and the admin side agreed to let me switch to hall 11. Took my key, signed up for the camp, went to my room. 

The room wasn't too bad. 4th floor. A little dusty and all but at least it doesn't look like it'll topple anytime soon. And yup, i still don't have a roommate. But for all i know, everyone else is paired up and i'll be living alone in a double room =) Right. 

I think i'm easily persuaded. And now everything seems so rushed. I would have to move my stuff before Mon since i'll be living there for the camp. And suddenly my last week of 'freedom' before sch term starts is occupied by a whole wk of camp. Shall just pray hard that I won't get sianned halfway throughout the camp. Not like i'd expect myself to get that enthu either. We shall see. It's time to stop slacking.